So I was very depressed at one point in life, and was living every day between wanting to live, wanting to kill myself. So one day I was like, okay, I cannot live like this anymore, so I got up, went to the train station, and I told myself I either jump and it's all gone, you know, there's rest, there's peace, or I get myself together. And I went to the train station and I was like, oh no, this is too scary, I don't want to jump. So I got home and got myself together.

我有一段时间非常抑郁，每天都在想活下去和想结束生命之间挣扎。 有一天我想，我不能再这样继续下去了，所以我去了火车站， 告诉自己，要么跳下去，就一切都结束了，从此进入安息，要么让自己振作起来。 等我站在站台，我想，哦不，这太可怕了，我不想跳。 所以我回到家，决定振作起来。

Yeah, I think so, maybe the ones who really know me, could kind of see. Like my parents, of course, I live with them, so when I cry they hear it you know. And then I come out - no I'm fine I'm fine, and they're like, we know you're not fine. My friends, they all thought I was fine, It's just some day, I just didn't reply to any messages anymore, because I couldn't take it. And, short while after I got an invitation from my Shifu, my old Shifu, to go to Shaolin in China for kung fu, for a trip and I was like, this is my sign, this is what I need, and then it literally changed my life.

是的，也许真正了解我的人可以看出来。 我和我父母住在一起，所以我哭的时候他们也能听到。 我出来告诉他们，我很好，他们说他们知道我不好。 我的朋友们都以为我很好，直到有一天，我不再回复任何消息，因为我无法承受。 不久后，我收到了我师父的邀请，去中国少林寺练功夫，那时我突然意识到， 这是命运给我的召唤，这就是我需要的，它确实改变了我的人生。

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