When the final sunset comes ,will I be able to walk away knowing I had completely enjoyed the days of my life？I often find myself thinking and reflecting .However ,at the end of it all ,I realize that my fear about the future is not having future.

I am worried that in the blink of an eye my life would end .I would not have experienced everything life has to offer or accomplished all my goals ,my life would be loved without ever having a purpose ,I need to live a life with a purpose ,the purpose of improving and impacting other's lives ,I don't want to close my eyes ,with the millions of things in my life left undone ,not experienced ,not achieved ,running endlessly until my last breath is a painful regret.

I have not yet brought joy to my parents .The many expectations they have for me have not been met .I want to make them proud ;the love they have given me is beyond words .To bring happiness to them by fulfilling the expectations they have for me ,will be the first step in living a fulfilled life.

I have not yet become the role model I want to be for my younger siblings ,I want to be the person they look up to ,the person that they turn to for guidance .However ,I have not yet been through enough of life's hardships to be wise enough to give them the advice they need ,I love the innocence in their smile ,but I also know with time that will fade ,I want to be the person who shows them the right way when they are lost in peer pressure or their own depression.

I have not yet experienced true friendship ,life has given me many friends ,but it seemed with time ,people changed and so did the relationships.Friend,it seems,come and go,I value friendship ,but so far in life ,distance or another factor always comes in the way of maintaining a friendship.

I have not yet had my heart broken. I want to live life until I am able to be in love .I want to be able to trust a boy enough to give him my heart and ,yet not be afraid to get it broken .I want to feel the warmth of being in love and the sorrows of having my heart broken .I fear my future will never come, my life ending unfinished ,I'm not ready for my finial sunset ,I want to continue my days in the sun ,to experience the happiness of the sunshine and the pain of the sunburn ,My life is not ready to end ;it is barely beginning ,I have just started to learn the meaning of life ,my wants and needs ,my goals and dreams ,I want to be able to live long enough to live a fulfilled life ,a life that will be remembered,a life that made an impact.As of now ,I am enjoying the sunrise ,hoping the sunset will come when I'll be able the walk away knowing I completely enjoyed the days of my life.

{:soso_e144:}小政哥哥

回复 2# 夜轩

呵呵，这么空啊

希望到时候有时间.

回复 4# hahahahahaha

谢谢hahaha，嘻嘻，希望你有时间哦。。。

terrific~~~{:soso_e179:}{:soso_e163:}

回复 6# Judyy

thank you very much!

the voice so gentlely

回复 8# hhying

Thx very much,I am so happy that you can enjoy it.{:soso_e121:}