well, i'm so desperate to write down something right now right here.haven't been feeling like this for such a long time that i even forget when was the last time that i wrote here.

it's getting quite late now,it's 11p.m.now.and i don't think it is a great idea for a 8-5er to keep alive at this time.i've just skyped with one of my best friends and talked, laughed and thought a lot.she is the same age of mine and people around us always say that we look alike, just like a pair of twins when in high school.but she is staying with her boyfriend. i don't mean anything down-low or bad, pls don't get me wrong. from here, i started to think over of my life now .don't know why, just wondering why.

now i live in tianjin, a so-called prosperous city. i 'm working my ass off to get a decent life. no family,no boyfriend,no house,no car here,just me myself and a bunch of my friends. for me,sometimes, this is a little miserable;but sometimes this is full of fun,freedom and love. some of my friends and families think i was not happy.the fact is they are totally wrong. they can't get any pleasure from a life like mine ,however,for me, it's not the case. i have my own psylosophy of life and it runs in its own way. love or hate, it's only known by my heart.

but i believe what a wonderful world this is ,so i try to embrace people,things or life in every single moment of my lifetime. i give my credit to all the troubles that have ever tripped me down.

too late for sleep,tomorrow is a day full of new challenge,so i'd better charge myself for that!

to be continued ~~~