These days, i've been exhausted by the things i've done,the people i've encountered and the emotions floating around me .So here i am ,writing down some words i won't say in person . I just wanna say :enough ! i've been putting up for too long ,and i can't take it anymore .

    Many people around me regard me as a dragon girl who is able to keep everything in control and get whatever i want .i've heard so much of it that i gradually became speechless and then retreated to my own world again ,moving on by my own principles without even a glance at anything like that .

    The truth is i did pay my price for getting what i crave , only because you didn't notice that . The truth is i am not like what you think of me . let's get down to the fundermentals that i am after all a common girl just like others . i have my own joys and sorrows which are similar to some of the girls in the world .But , what makes me look different from others is the inner voice of my heart ;that i know what i want , what i 've got in my life and how can i get that with all my given gifts . There has been too much happening to me since i was born . And i suppose this is true to everyone . No matter what you've gone through , you 've got to learn to live the life you 've got in the face of you .

    Once i was a annoying girl who could not ger over those miserable memory and suffered a lot from the lack of confidence , willpower ,influence ,capacity and even discipline .Now ,i 'm totally brand-new . i won't let it weigh on me any more .

    i'd be thankful to the people who really care for me ,stand by me and whom i can turn to for help when i'm in a distress .On the other hand ,i do appreciate all the pains i've been given no matter from life or others ,cuz i found it makes me mentally stronger and  tougher than before . There is every reason to say that i am made up of the life i've been living .

    I admit that i 'm a girl of spirit ,believing life will pay me off for what i've given her. I 'd rather stand on my own and cheer myself up ,keep pushing myself to the given edge till the end of my road .Maybe it will scare and keep some of you away from me . Well , i do feel sorry but i can do nothing but to say :well ,this is me ,simply !

    Here is some of my advice for you guys and also for myself , just to name a few .

     1. Never try to judge anyone even before you know him\her  well enough . it's just unfair !

     2.Everyone should try to stand on your own in this world where it seems that people are getting closer to one another ,but actually it's not the truth . you'll find it out :the very friend in need is yourself .

     3.Misfortune may be a actual blessing ,so just ambrace it .

     4. Do as you would be done by . we should bear that in mind .put yourself in his\her shoes and try to understand ,tolerate ,share and face together .

     5.One more thing ,i'll take the Fifth if i'm against someone i don't want to be deeply involved with . I would like to keep the harmony .

    I will be very pleasant and thankful if you trust me ,understand me and genuinely blessing me .

    Life is like a continuously moving convoyer belt which wouldn't stop for anyone to jump on or off .I assume i 'm not the one who will never strive for my future ,neither are you . whatsoever ,being positive is part of me . I believe that i may be a multi-tasker who can stretch my road ,refine my inner world ,talk with the outer world while still running with my best companions shoulder by shoulder !