I remembered that when i was in school i oftern dreamt of traveling around or finding different jobs in the big cities to experience kind of life that i am dreaming about for a long time.But now things seem have changed since i really graduzted from school, i do not want to get far away from home any more so i choice the small city which i very near to my hometown. Also i do not want to change my job enen i do not like it that much
It seems that all i want now is stable, a stable life.,knowing clearly about the develoopoing directin of the rest of my life.Maybe i should listen to my dad'.Maybe i am really feel regret for myself now
Recently tthe thought of settling done is becoming more and more strong and suddenly want to say goodbye to this uncertain life style which i was dreaming about before. I can not get a sense of belong from the present job ,the present life.Maybe this kind of felling will become more and more strong with the grow the age.