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My Tree ...has gone...
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Today is a bad day, actually, I have to admit that...I lose one of my best friends, the special person who shared my childhood with me, giving me unlimited memories... In fact, she is safe and sound, so it is with me, nevertheless, I still understand that I will lose her...
No, frankly speaking, I am clearly aware of the truth that she has started to depart from me since she began her own brand new life. She focused on her own business, ran various cases and gradually left from the world created by our friendship. You know, she was buried into my heart, just like a magic seed, and I have thought it would grown up , to form a strong and thick tree, however it failed to. We shared happiness and sadness, agreements and arguments, ... so naturally and none of obstacles....during the time we were younger. At the moment, I even can feel her breath and similing, also, sometimes mocking my silly faces...She was a helper, companion, partner , listener, and even a doctor to some extent. But now, she has grown up, ignoring the friendship with me, who is the younger sister of her,insteadly, attaching more importance on her business. She has her own career, while I remain as before , studying at universtiy. Direction took place noticelessly, quietly and continously...
I aspire to receive her best wishes when I confront some chanllenges, such as examinations, competitions, even romantic experience, etc.cuz, she is my best friend. I also cherish her, I will text messages , make phone call, and send emails to her.But these seemed to be so simple things are impossible for her,now.No matter what I do, she does not reply to me, even though I tell her, and make sure she knew and understand. Forgiving her, struggling to find excuses for her, and telling myself to neglect these have become a certain habbit of mine, and I adapt myself to become tiny in her heart. I have believed that I can bear all above, and insist the friendship between her and me. But I am wrong. After years, I realize that many profound colors have inevitably faded... It is so sad to find that I get the easy-forgotten position successfully. I don't know what to do.
Now, I started to miss my ex-boyfriend, even more sorrows were born to me....I knew that we felt remote distance from each other even when we are face to face, so we broke up with each other, peacefully and without any quarrels. Nonetheless, tears are always filled with my eyes as his figure appeared in my mind, I have no ideas about the reason....maybe the rose needs time to wither...What about him？ I hope I have ever left him a beautiful story...
Although, I know, I am still arround many friends, I really cherish every single best one, cuz I know the meaning of :best. Maybe I am very loyal, honesty and pure, and maybe I am naive and blind conscious. I just hope everything goes well on my fellows, God bless...I don't care whether we can get together eventually, but I wish all of you are happy, sincerely
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- 回复 shunitang
- little sar,i can understand you completely..
in my elementary school,i have four best close friends,at that time,we four often paid visits to each other,very happily..also the best memories in my mind,the junior school,we still kept in touch,after school,we could meet once in a while,the senior shool,we just dropped a line to each other sometimes,we just focused on study,due to the pressure...the university,..less..after graduation from college,none..now,I also miss them,recollected the beautiful days with them,sometimes dreamt of them...I believe they will think of me sometimes.sar,dont be sad..you dont lose her,on different phrased of our life,we must engage in different things we should do..but you are still in her heart,shining...
- 回复 淡淡的才好
- Hearted and affectionate writing that touched me so much~
Cute Sar，deeply understand ur feeling ~
As fact，we have most of the experiences u experienced，but advise u that not be so unhappy any more----the more u love someone ，the more happy u like to hope he/she ‘ll be，right？
cheer up ,Sar,bear everything rewarding in mind and then start ur new begining~~
- 回复 Sar
- shunitang: little sar,i can understand you completely..what you said chills me out, dear sunny~ You know, u r a real sun, gorgeous, holy,shining the lignt with pleny glamor, which makes me obsessed to. It's my honor to meet you here. It's so kind of you.
in my elementary school,i have four best close friends,at that time,we four often paid visits to each oth
- 回复 Sar
- 淡淡的才好: Hearted and affectionate writing that touched me so much~My sweety, thanks for your every word. So happy I was given the chance to meet you here, you are so nice, kind , understandable, and easy-going. It's my lucky to know you in Enfamily. From your dairy, it is no difficulty finding that how talent you are. You give me an impression of LinDaiyu, but you are much more generous. I see you can understand what I wrote, and I apprieciate what you comment and the encouragement.
Cute Sar，deeply understand ur feeling ~
As fact，we have most of the experiences u experienced，b
- 回复 Sar
- shunitang: little sar,i can understand you completely..I cannot help saying sth. more to you, my dear sunny. From what you said to me, I was touched by your understanding,furthermore, I appreciate the similar experience you shared with me. Actually, people know many reasons or principles but sth. becomes so difficulty when they confront them, right? The one who is the most difficult being persuaded achievemently is himself. Time tests everything and gives all the answers. Just let it go...
in my elementary school,i have four best close friends,at that time,we four often paid visits to each oth
- 回复 Sar
- david: cherishing the friendship is ok. you will meet many new friends.Thank you so much, David. I know you may think I am so naive, and focus too much on emotion, actually, sometimes I think so, too.But sth. I need to face, and experience the process of growth. It's just like the compulsory courses of life, right?
- 回复 淡淡的才好
- Sar: My sweety, thanks for your every word. So happy I was given the chance to meet you here, you are so nice, kind , understandable, and easy-going. It'sSar，I thoroughly understand u ~
Through ur writing，I can apparently find that u r an elegant ，considerate，and welcomed girl，love u and best wishes to u~
Fortune will be with u ,my cute Sar.
- 回复 shunitang
- Sar: what you said chills me out, dear sunny~ You know, u r a real sun, gorgeous, holy,shining the lignt with pleny glamor, which makes me obsessed to. It'life is really a long road.on the road,we can come across different people,with different feelings,for those impressed us greatly,it is not easy for us to delete them from our memory.but we still live apart,work for the better life,we must survive..we must surrend the good ideas or dreams to the reality.
take the virtual world for example,it is so great to meet little sar here,we can exchange greetings and ideas everyday once we log on here,but one day,we have no access to the internet,we can't afford the time to surf the net,so can we still meet each other here?my little sar,take it easy,we just cherish what we ever had.
- 回复 shunitang
- Sar: I cannot help saying sth. more to you, my dear sunny. From what you said to me, I was touched by your understanding,furthermore, I appreciate the simisar,you know what,most of time I miss those kind to me much,though I can't contact them,what I can do is miss them,pray for them and recall the time we ever got together.we can't control others,but we can be ourselves.
sar,just pray for your best mate in the distance,and live a happy life by yourself.u can do the best..
- 回复 Sar
- shunitang: sar,you know what,most of time I miss those kind to me much,though I can't contact them,what I can do is miss them,pray for them and recall the time wBest wishes to my special friend, sunny, here~ love you, my new friend, sincere friend ,and smart friend~ I hope we will be companions psychologically~It will be amazing~
- 回复 Morpheus
[em:11:you are awesome that you wrote your sentimental feeling in english so vividly, so does the guys who made comments above,
we all aware of and experienced that what you said, as time passing, we always lose lots of friends in the past. sometimes, you may can't review the happy moments you ever shared together even you encountered he /she after a long time, the nice thing is only in your memories
needless to be so sensitive, there are innumerable of things which will be more unbearable than such kinds of aparts in your future life
, the thing make you sad at this time maybe inconsiderable when you meet the thing really make you sad
- 回复 Sar
- Morpheus:oh, right Mor, u know, sometimes I ...actually, maybe all the people , we own complex feelings just at the very period of saddness , the time neglected by us when we r happy. Just to record them, and when we r back, recall sth. , experieced the special emotion, that we had ever owned, that's special, and the process of growth, right?[em:11:you are awesome that you wrote your sentimental feeling in english so vividly, so does the guys who made comments above,
we all
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