It is impossible for me to get a train ticket during the travel peak, although there still are some theoretic possibilities to get one. So, I booked an air ticket online this morning. By dealing with the home-affair, a stone in my mind can eventually be moved away. However, I really don’t know if I should be happy or not. The traveling expenses will cost all my savings. I am not sure if it is worthy but I am convinced that the year 2009 would be much harder than the year 2008.

First, if I still keep being apart from my girlfriend, we might be going to face a second breaking-up. Some one says distance makes beauty, while, in fact, that saying is bullshit. Actually distance must be a love killer, especially to keep a long distance from each other for a long time. So, I have to quit my current job after the Chinese New Year and move to the city where she lives and works or we both move to a third city which is our favorite, although it is dangerous to do so during the globe recession. I really have no idea that if there is a better way to solve this problem.

Second, I owe the bank 3000RMB or so, I have to pay them back till March, and that is to say I have to pay more than 1000 every month, which is more than an half of my monthly salary. I dare not think about hunting a new job without any extra savings, I even cannot make sure that I could guarantee my necessary expenses in my daily life. Meanwhile, I wouldn’t like to spend any more time in my current company and keeping apart from her any longer. Draw a sigh!

Well, globe financial crisis, personal financial crisis and new job hunting in the bad situation; I can imagine what a hard time I will meet with.